17/09/1992

I am seventeen at last! It seems like I've been waiting forever to turn seventeen. Ever since I've been old enough to talk I've wanted to be seventeen for no other reason than because I was born on the 17th. When I was young, seventeen felt so grown up.. I thought I'd never get there. But now I am and I don't feel grown up at all; in fact, I've never felt more like a kid in my whole life.

I'm on the brink of everything. I can't drive, my job application is still in the process, I have barely even started on my AS levels, let alone finished them and I am dependent on other people for so much. But here I am, exactly one year off being an adult, hello.

Last night me and my mum ate birthday cake (it was pink and it said Ballerina Princess on it, told you I was a kid) and watched City of God. It's such an amazing film. But foreign films always are.

Tonight we are having a family meal with Brian and Clare, tomorrow night is Michael's party which I am really looking forward to and Saturday I am going for a meal in China Town with Heather and then about 6 or 7 of us are coming to my house for excessive amounts of alcohol, music and Twister. Fun :D!!