Hmm.

Sometimes I feel like I'm playing a part and telling people what they want to hear. Sometimes I think it's the best way. Other times I don't.

I went to the pub the other night and it was good because I got to see Ieuan, Connor and Micky for the first time since NYE and I stayed at Daniel's with Micky which was good but it's also made me think about things a lot more than I would have if I'd have stayed in or gone to a different pub and I don't know if that's good or not.