To clear something up

so many people seem surprised at how well i seem to be dealing with the fact that me and my boyfriend split up just over a week ago. i keep being told that i should be more upset and stuff but with all due respect to the people saying that, they have no idea just how bad the relationship was. i dont see why i should be upset that im finally out of something that was making me feel down on a daily basis, nobody knows what went on behind closed doors and so peoples judgements are irrelevent to me. when you've been with someone who makes you feel invisible, ugly and worthless for well over half a year (yes the first half was good the second half wasnt) then youll be in a position to judge but as it stands, you're not and so id appreciate you trying to find out what actually happened before forming your judgements. yes im upset that my ex boyfriend is sad about it all but as for being upset about the relationship ending no, it was coming for months and i finally feel as if i can breathe and my confidence is slowly coming back. so yea fuck you all for judging me as some heartless bitch because if it wasnt for my efforts the relationship would have fell apart months ago. i was the only thing holding it together and eventually i got worn out and stopped, end of