I'm so confused

I tried imagining where I'd be in five years, or ten and I honestly have no idea where I even want to be, let alone where I'm likely to be and it's so daunting. I want to travel and never settle but I also want a gorgeous house filled with my own family, old books and the smell of Italian cooking. I want to have a successful writing career but even the word 'career' terrifies me, I want to find the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with but I'm having too much fun and besides, how can you ever know? I wanna get out of England but don't want me or the people I've come to love to ever leave Salford. I don't know what I want and it's scary.

On another note, the past two weeks have been among the best I've had since coming to uni, I've seen my favourite people everyday, the sun has been shining and I've had bbq's, beer and not very many nights where I've gone to bed sober and before the sun comes up. It's been sweet but now we're all having to leave Salford (well, until our new house in July) and I have to work out what on earth I'm going to do for the next four months.