etc.

Well before I even say anything, I realised at 4am last night that I won't be able to keep my platinum blonde until next Summer because for some reason being in Spain even for a week turns it yellow so I can't imagine what a month or more will do. I also miss the days when my hair was long and in good condition. However, I can't say goodbye to blonde just yet so I'm aiming for this colour;

I think Gemma Ward may be the most perfect thing I have ever seen, especially on this photoshoot.

Today I went to the music library and the art library and I was in heaven, it was amazing. I took out two books which I am actually really looking forward to reading:

Punk Rock, an oral history by John Robb &

Kurt Cobain, the Nirvana years by Carrie Borzillo-Vrenna

Me and Steven also made lists of things we want/need to do before we die and I'm going to put them here because no doubt I'll lose the scrappy bits of paper in my bag.

Mine:

- TRAVEL!!!

- Get loads of tattoos

- Send a message in a bottle

- Volunteer work in Africa

- Learn fluent Spanish

- Get really good at reading Tarot cards

- Grow my hair really long

- Write a book

- Become a Suicide Girl (I told my Mum about this one, she was impressed)

- Shrooms

- Go to loads of festivals and gigs

- Learn how to cook really good exotic food

- Meet Lauri Ylonen

- Have sex with an African guy

- Tour with a rock band

- Tour with a circus

- Learn to pole dance

- Learn how to make Turkish coffee

And Steven's

- Learn the piano

- Learn the fiddle

- Do a gig as a solo musician

- Have sex with a black girl

- Record an EP

- Have an article published

- Play an open mic night at least 3 times in a week

- Opium den

- Mescaline

- Travelling

peace