Anyway. I am done. I always say I don't care about this or that and it's true to an extent but there are always some things and some people I still care about that I perhaps shouldn't. I'm always going to care about Heather and the other people that will never leave me but as for people that breeze into lives and just as quickly breeze out again, I'm done with trying to keep them in my life if they don't want to be.
Not being able to control my own feelings is a fail as far as I'm concerned and it's time I abandoned everything again in the pursuit of pleasure, as Dorian Gray did. Like him, I will always search for new sensations and always yield to temptations. Unlike him, I won't end up with a knife through my heart and a blackened soul.
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