I hate mephedrone

Well I don't hate mephedrone, I hate what people turn into when they take it far too far. There are some drugs you can do everyday and be fine and there are some you can't and meph is one you can't. It makes people lie, cheat, steal, get into hundreds of pounds worth of debt, get kicked out, go days without sleep or food, it gives you ulcers, mood swings, come downs, it makes you distant from your other friends and family, it makes your nose bleed, it gives you a ridiculously high tolerance quickly so that soon you need 10 times more than you used to to even feel anything.

If you want to do it occasionally then fine that's fucking good I don't care but if you can't handle something then you shouldn't take it and most of the people I know that do meph are people that can't handle it. When you get in too deep it's the only thing that matters, no one else matters and they should, if someone I loved told me not to do something I wouldn't do it under any circumstances, but no one else seems to see it my way, everyone else promises to give up and then carries it on anyway lying about it and it's fucking awful, how can you do that to someone you love?!

No it's not the drug I have a problem with, not in moderation, not if you don't lie to people you're supposed to care about.

It's you people that think it's fine, that lie to protect it, why are you lying? If you were as fine as you say you wouldn't lie and no doing it all the time doesn't make you happy, it won't fix the emptiness inside you, you'll be right back where you were, where everyone was, needing more and more, getting in debt, fucking things up with your friends and family, do you not remember how happy you were when you gave up? And now you've done it again, oh was it just the one time? You just want to do it again in a couple of weeks do you? And then "just" every weekend and oh look you've got a little extra, why not do it a couple of week nights too, better than throwing it away isn't it, and it's only a little bit. Before you know it you're back in the cycle again and it's a routine and I don't care what anyone says, a routine of mephedrone is not good it's not fun, as soon as it stops being a treat it's not fun anymore and I know full well that most people don't have it in them to keep it to the occasional "night".

NO. If you say it's one night it's one night and you stick to it.

I can't believe everyone got out of that circle and now it's all starting again.

What's also ironic is that I read a blog pretty much exactly the same as this written by a girl I know a couple of months ago and we talked about how awful the circle of mephedrone addiction is and I felt bad that her friends wanted to go back there and now it's mine, it's not just us it happens to every circle of friends and you can't fucking see it it's blinding you.