you ever wish

You could control how people feel? But then it wouldn't be special, would it? It's only special when they feel something of their own accord and you can't force such strong raw emotions in somebody. I can't do anymore than I am doing without the power of being to control people's feelings and it's hard. It's hard feeling something deteriorate in your hands, like sand slipping between your fingers, water running off your body or a ghost fading in front of your eyes. It's hard not knowing how it will turn out, having to have blind hope in what the future holds even if the odds are stacked against it.