Black Magic

Not even gonna pretend that the last blog wasn't attention seeking because it was. For some reason, whenever I need a hug I find it easier to vent online because when I'm writing it seems as if I'm writing only for myself and not anyone else so I can be more honest about things. In person I find it difficult to go up to someone and say "I need you", I don't even do it with my best mates even though I know they'd be there. It's weird.
Anyway, I just wanna say to anyone who read the last blog and contacted me, THANK YOU. It's really nice when someone you wouldn't dream of going to with your problems tells you that they're there if you need anything and getting bombarded with texts off people who really care about me meant the world :)
So yeah, to everyone who messaged me on Facebook, texted me or even made a point of asking me in person how I'm doing, thank you, I feel all warm and lovely inside now.

Now for some hot chocolate and Coyote Ugly. Pukka.

The Bible, The Secret by Rhonda Byrne, my mum and my friends have helped me so much in the last 24 hours xxxxxxxxxxx