it's easy to feel

as if no one understands what you're going through, it's easy to feel alone, out of control, easy to feel as if you're wasting your teenage years in a haze of insanity and uncertainty. something i've realised recently is that, however difficult it may be to realise that you WILL be fine one day, it's much easier if you accept your current situation and give in to the fact that the next few months or even the next year or so will be very difficult and that there's nothing you can do about it. it's one of the hardest things to come to terms with but being sad about the fact that you're sad just feeds it.
but like i say, it's very easy for me to sit and logically philosophise about it, it's a different matter altogether to actually accept present circumstances out of my control.